November 16, 2012
OK so the title says it all. So much meaning for such a small word. Fall by loosing balance, fall meaning accidentally being drawn into, fall like the season and fall like fall off the face of the blogosphere world (does anyone really read this anyway :))!
Summer was amazing. Here in the land of 'its so hot all you want to do is sit in air conditioning or a pool and not move in fear of heat exhaustion' Texas - it was not so bad. This summer we had a lot to be thankful for. As part of my practice, I am finding gratitude in all things, even in a few degrees cooler weather and rain!!! It was an amazing summer that flew by very fast. Now on to the hustle and bustle of Fall.
I was reading with my little chicken the other night (let it be known it can be a challenge -most polite way to say it- of listening to my little one read). She gets terribly frustrated and then I get frustrated and then it usually ends in tears or well me passing the buck to my husband. I know, totally crappy mother thing to do. There for a while, I was excusing myself as I told myself that I was hindering not helping. Then my yoga practice reminded me that running or passing the buck is not the way to work through something and it is not the message I want to send. So I sat and centered myself first before even bringing up reading. Side note: I center by sitting and breathing very deeply and mindfully for 20 rounds or so...if you have questions send me a note in the comments and I can help.
"My dearest most loveliest chicken (a term of endearment) would you care to read to mommy?" She takes a deep breath - I'm guessing in response to my deep breath while asking. Here is where mimicking is a good thing! "Ok mommy!" she says cheerfully. I can already tell this is going to be a good time (psyching myself up)! She runs and picks a book that we have read a million (not exaggerating here!) times. Between you and me I really do not like this boring book! This is the practice I remind myself. It is really good for kids to feel confident and redundancy gives them that (so I am told)...ie) suck it up and listen to this book as if it where the best book ever!!! I place my hands in the compassion mudra to remind myself how hard it is to read and how hard it is to have confidence in something that feels foreign. Keeping my fingers in the compassion mudra the entire time it was a reminder to soften. I wanted to enjoy, to be fully present for this amazing child and her abilities. Not where I think those abilities should be but where they perfectly are!
I am happy to report there was no shortness of deep breathes. There was a whole lot more enjoyment. At one point when she got really frustrated with the book we paused and I told her the truth. "There are times when things are going to be hard and frustrating but I know you can do hard things. I know you can overcome what is given to you. I know you are caring and compassionate towards others it is one of your biggest strengths! It is just as important to share that caring and compassion with yourself and your heart." Wait...what? Pause to ingest those very words. I must lead by example and thus we have the practice :). Life is so much more fun when you lead with compassion! Compassion to all and to all a goodnight!
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November 1, 2012
The optimal wellness conundrum. I have been thinking lately about the choices I make (I know you are all shocked). We often times know something is not going to support our optimal wellness and yet we go ahead with whatever indulgence / lie we tell ourselves and then further that by saying it's a treat. I have spent time listening to the lies or unconscious choices I tell myself or even practice. It is interesting the ways that I can convince myself to move as far away from optimal wellness as possible. I am not beating myself up here - I am really trying to observe and have an honest conversation. Why do we eat the way we do? Why have we let ourselves become an obese nation that is sick...really really ill? Why do we continue to feed our children toxic crap and call it a treat? Why do we puff trash into our lungs or gorge ourselves with food that doesn't even taste like food and then go sit on the sofa and watch television that puts horrifying images into our heads?
I am not proposing that we all live on some island where all there is to eat is fruit and the main activity is fishing for survival (however appealing that sounds some days). Why does it have to be one extreme or the other? Maybe for you this is not a problem or even a blip on your radar. I however, have been practicing shifting my thinking. Letting myself have fake potatoes fried in who knows what is NOT a treat. Telling my kids if they are good we will go get ice cream that may or may not be actual ice cream is NOT a treat. What if a treat was something that I made from wholesome "real" ingredients that I put love into or could trust that if I went somewhere it would be the same? What if I chose a treat that was actually moving towards optimal wellness? What if I didn't deny myself treats because the treats I am consuming are harmonizing with my overall health? There is no doubt it is way easier to pull into a fast food joint and say "insert a convincing story we tell ourselves".
I am interested in the conversation of caring for the wellbeing of humans. For making it more affordable to buy and apple than it is to buy a bag of chips. I am interested in taking responsibility for the things I put in my body and in my families body. I am interested in the food industry taking responsibility for there actions. Every time, I spend my money on something that is not good for me or my family I am saying it is ok for the food industry to continue to act the way they are. Sometimes the fight is easy and I have time and money to go the farmers market. Other times, time is nonexistent and money is not plentiful. Does that mean I let myself off the hook?
I just found out that a very young friend of the family passed away a few days ago. He died of a heart attack at the age of 31. 31! Please know if you are close to me and find my venture towards optimal wellness exhausting it's because I love and care for you deeply. I want to share the knowledge that I have to help in anyway I can on the wellness crusade. I thank you for listening when you don't want to hear it anymore. I thank you for listening to the countless rants however passionate and well intended they are. Please know that I am not judging how anyone else chooses to live. Also know, I am going to keep spouting my knowledge about this because I truly care that much for your health! Ok, so I hope you have the very best day filled with all things yummy (like kale and a freshly peeled orange that is juicy and sweet and or organic strawberries that are sweet and refreshing)! Happy nourishing!
- ▼ 2012 (15)