Tears flood my cheeks
Not usual in this body
not usual for this strong yet weak lost soul
hiding is easier
pretending is easier
yet it comes back in unexpected waves
a slap while reading the truth
fierce emotion wells up but no worries the wall is always near
lost
oh so deeply lost
face the truth head on
but then more tears
why now
why are after all of these years of not crying
why now
Is it my new found quest to become a truth seeker
the consciousness I pray for
the living from my heart
more tears
can I let it go?????????
We can never really run. I think that when we finally cannot hold the tears back any longer that we really see God's hand out stretched, asking us if we would like to live in freedom.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you, friend.
Living in freedom...ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
ReplyDeleteWe face many challenges in our life from the time we take birth and the most difficult one which i think is Letting Go. This is so difficult to let go.
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I agree. Letting go is a struggle I find not holding attachment to results equally difficult!
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